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ve it me? LADY (hesitating). As medicine? STRANGER. Of course. (Pause.) Have you read my books? LADY. You know I have. And that it's you I have to thank for giving me freedom and a belief in human rights and human dignity. STRANGER. Then you haven't read the recent ones? LADY. No. And if they're not like the earlier ones I don't want to. STRANGER. Then promise never to open another book of mine. LADY. Let me think that over. Very well, I promise. STRANGER. Good! But see you keep your promise. Remember what happened to Bluebeard's wife when curiosity tempted her into the forbidden chamber.... LADY. You see, already you make demands like those of a Bluebeard. What you don't see, or have long since forgotten, is that I'm married, and that my husband's a doctor, and that he admires your work. So that his house is open to you, if you wish to be made welcome there. STRANGER. I've done all I can to forget it. I've expunged it from my memory so that it no longer has any reality for me. LADY. If that's so, will you come home with me to-night? STRANGER. No. Will you come with me? LADY. Where? STRANGER. Anywhere! I have no home, only a trunk. Money I sometimes have--though not often. It's the one thing life has capriciously refused me, perhaps because I never desired it intensely enough. (The LADY shakes her head.) Well? What are you thinking? LADY. I'm surprised I'm not angry with you. But you're not serious. STRANGER. Whether I am or not's all one to me. Ah! There's the organ! It won't be long now before the drink shops open. LADY. Is it true _you_ drink? STRANGER. Yes. A great deal! Wine makes my soul from her prison, up into the firmament, where she what has never yet been seen, and hears what men never yet heard.... LADY. And the day after? STRANGER. I have the most delightful scruples of conscience! I experience the purifying emotions of guilt and repentance. I enjoy the sufferings of the body, whilst my soul hovers like smoke about my head. It is as if one were suspended between Life and Death, when the spirit feels that she has already opened her pinions and could fly aloft, if she would. LADY. Come into the church for a moment. You'll hear no sermon, only the beautiful music of vespers. STRANGER. No. Not into church! It depresses me because I feel I don't belong there.... That I'm an unhappy soul and that it's as impossible for me to re-enter as to become a child again.
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