FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   >>  
e hands, more than in those of any one else, lies the salvation of the men of our sphere in society from the miseries that oppress them. Ye women and mothers who deliberately submit yourselves to the law of God, you alone in our wretched, deformed circle, which has lost the semblance of humanity, you alone know the whole of the real meaning of life, according to the law of God; and you alone, by your example, can demonstrate to people that happiness in life, in submission to the will of God, of which they are depriving themselves. You alone know those raptures and those joys which invade the whole being, that bliss which is appointed for the man who does not depart from the law of God. You know the happiness of love for your husbands,--a happiness which does not come to an end, which does not break off short, like all other forms of happiness, and which constitutes the beginning of a new happiness,--of love for your child. You alone, when you are simple and obedient to the will of God, know not that farcical pretence of labor which the men of our circle call work, and know that the labor imposed by God on men, and know its true rewards, the bliss which it confers. You know this, when, after the raptures of love, you await with emotion, fear, and terror that torturing state of pregnancy which renders you ailing for nine months, which brings you to the verge of death, and to intolerable suffering and pain. You know the conditions of true labor, when, with joy, you await the approach and the increase of the most terrible torture, after which to you alone comes the bliss which you well know. You know this, when, immediately after this torture, without respite, without a break, you undertake another series of toils and sufferings,--nursing,--in which process you at one and the same time deny yourselves, and subdue to your feelings the very strongest human need, that of sleep, which, as the proverb says, is dearer than father or mother; and for months and years you never get a single sound, unbroken might's rest, and sometimes, nay, often, you do not sleep at all for a period of several nights in succession, but with failing arms you walk alone, punishing the sick child who is breaking your heart. And when you do all this, applauded by no one, and expecting no praises for it from any one, nor any reward,--when you do this, not as an heroic deed, but like the laborer in the Gospel when he came from the field, considerin
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   >>  



Top keywords:

happiness

 

raptures

 
months
 

torture

 

circle

 

increase

 

sufferings

 

considerin

 

respite

 

approach


proverb
 

series

 

strongest

 

immediately

 

undertake

 

subdue

 

process

 

terrible

 

nursing

 

feelings


breaking

 

Gospel

 

punishing

 

succession

 

failing

 

reward

 

heroic

 

praises

 

applauded

 
laborer

expecting

 
nights
 

single

 

father

 

mother

 

unbroken

 

period

 

dearer

 

imposed

 

meaning


semblance

 

humanity

 

demonstrate

 

people

 

invade

 

appointed

 

submission

 
depriving
 

deformed

 

salvation