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us; not till then." "I know. You love me, here, and bear with me, and for me--though I don't deserve it." "Don't say that--anything but that. My Princess deserves everything--and by Jove, she shall have it. If I knew exactly what she wanted, now--" All this time we had to be smiling and bowing right and left. You can't make pretty speeches under such circumstances, or do delicate work. I had turned from the main drive, but it was only a little better. "Let us get out of this, Robert. There are too many people: we can't talk here." We went by streets which you must know, if you are accustomed to have this kind of business on hand. I trust you are not: a little of it goes a long way. At last we got into a quieter, semi-rural region. Find it out for yourself, if you can: I am not going to tell you the exact spots made sacred by these confidences. Meantime I had been thinking what to say, and it came out with a rush. It is a little easier when you put the third person for the second--yes, that is a good idea. "If I were sure just what she wanted, she should have that thing, if there is any power in the human will. But I am clumsy, and thick-headed, and make blunders--you have often said so, Clarice, and so has Jane, and even Mabel. She I speak of is of finer clay than others. Her nature has its own laws, which I can understand only very imperfectly. Yes, you know it is so: you have told me that too. O, she need not mind me, nor consider me in the least. I am afraid only of offending or hurting her: I only want to help and serve her, if I can. If she could look on me just as a tool to be used, an instrument in case she desired to produce certain sounds--I wish I were more capable of harmony--as a medium possibly--. But she will not speak--perhaps she cannot. And how can I question her, as if from vulgar curiosity? What right have I?" Her eyes were wet now, under her veil: I could see it, though nobody else could; and we were on a country road. "Robert, you are the best and dearest man in the world." "Hardly that. But I am proud of your approval, and will try to earn it. I have not earned it yet, you know." "Brother, you rate me too high, and--and her you speak of. What if she had what she wanted within reach, and rudely thrust it away?" "But she did not do that, dear: she could not. I am sure it is there yet, if she would deign to take it." "If that were certain, she would have others than herself t
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