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--your lowering yourself like this, and your exalting me. I am a hound: if I were half a man, I'd have made it easier for you. It is only that I distrust my own ability, my own penetration, my own judgment. I ought not to need any more instructions--but this business is so important, and I'm afraid of making a mess of it." "Dear Robert, you lay too much stress on the opinion I pretended to have of you, in days when I only half knew you and thought far too much of myself and too little of others. I know better now. You have the insight of sympathy: your heart will help your head. You will not need to ask me many questions; you can read between the lines." "I will try. You need not answer in words when you don't want to: just move your head a little, and let me see your eyes. You see, in view of my stupidity, the less risks we take the better: I must have some things down in black and white. Well then: you said something to Mabel about my health, and the fall fishing?" "Yes. You do need a change; I have had you on my conscience all this while. It is all my doing; and you love me so." Her hand stole into mine. "That is certainly so. Do you know where I would go if left to myself--if these last months were blotted from the calendar?" "Of course. Is it necessary to go through all these formalities?" "I think so: forgive me, dear. I must not trust my intuitions too far: they are not as fine as yours.--You know what construction might be put on my going there now?--Not by the outside world; it has nothing to do with this business, happily. But by any of us; and more especially by--ah--by him?" Her face was set now, her lips closed tight; but she nodded. "You have no word to send, I suppose?--No, of course not: how could you? Then if he asks, or if it is necessary to tell him about you, as of course it will be, I am to say merely what I think, so that you are nowise responsible?--Yes, I see. But the main thing to do there is to make observations, and bring my report to you?--Certainly: he must put himself on record before you do, if this is to go on. _If?_ Of course it will: it shall be all right, my dear child. Then it follows that I can't bring him back with me?--Why no: he must bide his time, and fulfil his penance. That is all, I believe: the examination--or the operation, I had nearly said--is over, and you have borne it well. Thank you, Princess; and forgive me for troubling you. You won't hate me, will yo
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