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d!' 'Consider: these neighbours we come among; they may have heard . . .' 'Act on the assumption.' 'You forget the principal character. Victor promises; he may have learnt a lesson at Creckholt. But look at this house he has built. How can I--any woman--contain him! He must have society.' 'Paraitre!' 'He must be in the front. He has talked of Parliament.' Colney's liver took the thrust of a skewer through it. He spoke as in meditative encomium: 'His entry into Parliament would promote himself and family to a station of eminence naked over the Clock Tower of the House.' She moaned. 'At the vilest, I cannot regret my conduct--bear what I may. I can bear real pain: what kills me is, the suspicion. And I feel it like a guilty wretch! And I do not feel the guilt! I should do the same again, on reflection. I do believe it saved him. I do; oh! I do, I do. I cannot expect my family to see with my eyes. You know them--my brother and sisters think I have disgraced them; they put no value on my saving him. It sounds childish; it is true. He had fallen into a terrible black mood.' 'He had an hour of gloom.' 'An hour!' 'But an hour, with him! It means a good deal.' 'Ah, friend, I take your words. He sinks terribly when he sinks at all.--Spare us a little while.--We have to judge of what is good in the circumstances: I hear your reply! But the principal for me to study is Victor. You have accused me of being the voice of the enamoured woman. I follow him, I know; I try to advise; I find it is wisdom to submit. My people regard my behaviour as a wickedness or a madness. I did save him. I joined my fate with his. I am his mate, to help, and I cannot oppose him, to distract him. I do my utmost for privacy. He must entertain. Believe me, I feel for them--sisters and brother. And now that my sisters are married . . . My brother has a man's hardness.' 'Colonel Dreighton did not speak harshly, at our last meeting.' 'He spoke of me?' 'He spoke in the tone of a brother.' 'Victor promises--I won't repeat it. Yes, I see the house! There appears to be a prospect, a hope--I cannot allude to it. Craye and Creckholt may have been some lesson to him. Selwyn spoke of me kindly? Ah, yes, it is the way with my people to pretend that Victor has been the ruin of me, that they may come round to family sentiments. In the same way, his relatives, the Duvidney ladies, have their picture of the woman misleading him. Imagine m
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