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truth. If you were to die, there is one person who would--" Blake's face softened. He was surprised and touched. "What? You'd care?" Max nodded. "Thank you, boy! Thank you for that!" They stood silent for a moment, looking through the uncurtained window at the February breezes ruffling the holly bushes in the plantation, each unusually aware of the other's presence, each unusually self-conscious. "But if it comes to pass--your miracle--you will forget me? You will no longer have need of me, is that not so?" Max spoke softly, a disproportionate seriousness darkening his eyes, causing his voice to quiver. Blake turned to answer in the same vein, but something checked him--some embarrassment, some inexplicable doubt of himself. "Boy," he said, sharply, "we're running into deep waters. Don't you think we ought to steer for shore? I came to smoke, you know, and watch you at your work." The words acted as a charm. Max threw up his head and gave a little laugh, a trifle high, a shade hysterical. "But, of course! But, of course! I believe I, too, was falling into a dream; and the dream comes after, the work first, is it not so? The work first; the work always first. Place another log upon the fire and begin to smoke, and I swear to you that before the day is finished I will make you proud of me. I swear it to you!" CHAPTER XVII There is impetus, if not necessarily inspiration in a goading thought, and Max returned to his interrupted task with a zeal almost in excess of his protestations. He worked with vigor--with an exuberant daring that seemed to suggest that the creation of his picture was rather the creation of a mental narcotic than the expression of an idea. He had given rein to sentiment in the moment with Blake, and now he was applying the curb, working incessantly--- never pausing to speak--never casting a glance at the corner where his companion was smoking and dreaming over the fire. To the casual observer it might have seemed a scene of ideal comradeship; yet in the minds of the comrades there lurked an uneasiness, an uncertainty not lightly to be placed--not easily to be clothed in words. A certain warmth was stirring in Blake's heart, coupled with a certain wonder at his sudden discovery of the depth of the boy's regard; while in the boy's own soul a tumult of feelings ran riot. Shame burned him that he should have confessed himself; amazement seared him that the conf
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