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er world, where other emotions than laughter and comradeship held place--and his heart trembled unreasonably. "Oh, _mon cher_!" he cried. "Forgive me! Forgive me! Say I am still your boy! Say it! Say it!" Truth lent passion to his voice--false passion Blake esteemed it, and the cold, imaginary wall became more impregnable. "That'll do, Max! Heroics are no more attractive to me than hysterics. Good-night to you!" He freed his arm and turned to the door. In the darkness, Max threw out both hands in despairing appeal. "Ned! Oh, Ned!" he called. But only the sound of Blake's retreating steps responded. And here was no merciful intervention of gods and mortals, to make good the evil hour; no pretty, tactful Jacqueline, no M. Cartel with his magic fiddle. Only the dim hall, the lonely stairway, the open door with its vision of cold, pale stars and whispering trees. His misery was a tangible thing. Like a lost child, obsessed by its own fears, he bent under the weight of his sorrow; he sank down upon the lowest step of the stairs and, resting his head against the banister, broke into pitiful, silent tears. CHAPTER XXV It was the morning after the reunion--the morning after the catastrophe, and Blake was breakfasting alone in his rooms. Typically Parisian rooms they were, rooms that stood closed and silent for more than half the year and woke to offer him a welcome when his wandering footsteps turned periodically toward Paris; typically Parisian, with their long windows and stiffly draped curtains, their marble mantelpieces and gilt-framed mirrors, their furniture arranged with a suggestion of ancient formality that by its very rigidity soothed the eye. At the moment, evidences of Blake's unusually long occupancy broke this stiffness in many directions; intimate trifles that speak a man's presence were strewn here and there--objects of utility, objects of value and interest gathered upon his last long journey. Eminently pleasant the _salon_ appeared in the sunshine of the May morning--full of air and light, its gray carpet and gray-panelled walls making an agreeably neutral setting to the household gods of a gentleman of leisure. But the gentleman in question, so agreeably situated, seemed to find his state less gratifying than it might appear; a sense of dissatisfaction possessed him, as he sat at his solitary meal, a sense of dulness and loss most tenacious of hold. More than once he roundly ca
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