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embarrassment passed over her face as she said quietly-- "Yes, I knew it was your son. I met Captain Fanshawe here one evening last winter, so I have been introduced." Mrs Fanshawe waved her _lorgnon_, and murmured some vague words which might, or might not, have been intended as an apology. "Oh, yes. So nice! Naturally, that morning I was worn-out. I did not know what I was doing. I crawled into bed. Erskine told me about meeting you, and of your pretty performance. Quite a professional _siffleuse_! More amusing than school teaching, I should say. _And_ more profitable. You ought to think of it as a profession. Erskine was quite pleased. He comes here a great deal. Of course--" Mrs Fanshawe's smile deepened in meaning fashion, then suddenly she sighed. "Very delightful for them, of course; but I see nothing of him. We mothers of modern children have a lonely time. I used to wish for a daughter, but perhaps, if I'd had one, _she_ would have developed a fancy to fly off to India!" That was a hit at Claire, but she received it in silence, being a little touched by the unaffected note of wistfulness in the other's voice as she regretted her lonely estate. It _was_ hard to be a widow, and to see so little of an only child, especially if that only child happened to be so altogether charming and attractive! Mrs Fanshawe glanced across at the tea-table where Janet and her cavalier were still busy ministering to the needs of fresh arrivals. "I asked Janet Willoughby to take pity on me for a few weeks this summer, but she's too full up with her own plans. Says so, at least; but I dare say it would have been different if-- Well, well! I have been young myself, and I dare say I shouldn't have been too keen to accept an invitation to stay in the country with only an old woman as companion. Enjoy yourself while you are young, my dear. It gets more and more difficult with every year you live." Claire made a protesting grimace. "Does it? That's discouraging. I've always flattered myself that it would grow easier. When one is young, everything is vague and unsettled, and naturally one feels anxious about what is to happen next. It is almost impossible to be philosophical about the unknown, but when your life has shaped itself, it ought to be easy to settle down and make the best of it, and cultivate an easy mind." Mrs Fanshawe laughed. "Well reasoned, my dear, well reasoned! Most logical
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