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s, but you could hardly expect me to be pleased. You meant well, of course, but it's a pity to interfere. There's just one thing I'd like to make clear--you and I can hardly live together after this. I never was a very agreeable companion, and I shall be worse in the future. It would be better for your own sake to make a fresh start, and for myself--I'm sorry to appear brutal, but I could not stand another winter together. It would remind me too much..." She broke off abruptly, and Claire burst into helpless tears. "Oh, Cecil, Cecil ... don't hate me--don't blame me too much! It's been hard on me, too. Do you think I _liked_ breaking such news? Of course I will take fresh rooms. I can understand that you'd rather have some one else, but let us still be friends! Don't turn against me altogether. I'm lonely, too... I've got my own trouble!" "Poor little Claire!" Cecil melted at once, with the quick response which always rewarded an appeal to her better feelings. "Poor little Claire. You're a good child; you've done your best. It isn't _your_ fault." She lifted her bag from the table, and took a step towards the door, then resolutely turned back, and held out her hand. "Good-bye. Don't cry. What's the good of crying? Good luck to you, my dear, and-- take warning by me. I don't know what your trouble is, but as it isn't money, it's probably love.--If it is, don't play the fool. If the chance of happiness comes along, don't throw it away out of pride, or obstinacy, or foolish prejudice. You won't always be young. When you get past thirty, it's ... it's hard ... when there's nothing--" She broke off again, and walked swiftly from the room. The next moment the front door banged loudly. Cecil had gone. CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE. A SUDDEN RESOLVE. The next morning brought a letter from the farm bidding Claire welcome as soon as she chose to arrive, but there was no second letter on the table. Claire had not realised how confidently she had expected its presence, until her heart sank with a sick, heavy faintness as she lifted the one envelope, and looked in vain for a second. Erskine had not written. Did that mean that he had taken her hasty answer as final, and would make no further appeal? She had read of men who had boasted haughtily that no girl should have an opportunity of refusing them _twice_; that the woman who did not know her own mind was no wife for them, but like every othe
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