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have understood me. I thank you for it! GUSTAV. Oh, I am a man of small account, and have always been too insignificant to keep you in the shadow. My monotonous way of living, my drudgery, my narrow horizons--all that could not satisfy a soul like yours, longing for liberty. I admit it. But you understand--you who have searched the human soul--what it cost me to make such a confession to myself. TEKLA. It is noble, it is splendid, to acknowledge one's own shortcomings--and it's not everybody that's capable of it. [Sighs] But yours has always been an honest, and faithful, and reliable nature--one that I had to respect--but-- GUSTAV. Not always--not at that time! But suffering purifies, sorrow ennobles, and--I have suffered! TEKLA. Poor Gustav! Can you forgive me? Tell me, can you? GUSTAV. Forgive? What? I am the one who must ask you to forgive. TEKLA. [Changing tone] I believe we are crying, both of us--we who are old enough to know better! GUSTAV. [Feeling his way] Old? Yes, I am old. But you--you grow younger every day. (He has by that time manoeuvred himself up to the chair on the left and sits down on it, whereupon TEKLA sits down on the sofa.) TEKLA. Do you think so? GUSTAV. And then you know how to dress. TEKLA. I learned that from you. Don't you remember how you figured out what colors would be most becoming to me? GUSTAV. No. TEKLA. Yes, don't you remember--hm!--I can even recall how you used to be angry with me whenever I failed to have at least a touch of crimson about my dress. GUSTAV. No, not angry! I was never angry with you. TEKLA. Oh, yes, when you wanted to teach me how to think--do you remember? For that was something I couldn't do at all. GUSTAV. Of course, you could. It's something every human being does. And you have become quite keen at it--at least when you write. TEKLA. [Unpleasantly impressed; hurrying her words] Well, my dear Gustav, it is pleasant to see you anyhow, and especially in a peaceful way like this. GUSTAV. Well, I can hardly be called a troublemaker, and you had a pretty peaceful time with me. TEKLA. Perhaps too much so. GUSTAV. Oh! But you see, I thought you wanted me that way. It was at least the impression you gave me while we were engaged. TEKLA. Do you think one really knows what one wants at that time? And then the mammas insist on all kinds of pretensions, of course. GUSTAV. Well, now you must be having all the excitement yo
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