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int of tears myself because my plan had gone wrong. But that would have seemed natural enough to them." He frowned at the name Baldwin, as if he were trying to recover a memory. Now he felt vaguely in his trousers pocket and pulled out the crumpled visiting card that had her note scribbled on the back of it. "You haven't told me yet what happened," he said. "Oh, I was afraid you wouldn't remember." She looked away from him as she said it and a little unwonted color crept into her cheeks. "Afraid?" he questioned. "I wanted you to understand," she said, "and now I'll have to tell you again. It was because I was trying so hard not to meddle that I did. I sent that little note to you just to get a chance to tell you not to mind my seeing you there with those others--not to let it spoil your party. I couldn't bear to have you come to me to-day, or to-morrow or whenever it was, feeling--well, ashamed you know, and explanatory. That's what I tried to tell you last night but couldn't make you understand. So I did, really, just exactly what I was meaning not to. Of course, I loved you for coming away and I love having you here like this, all to myself. But I didn't mean to--to spoil things for you." He stared at her a moment in blank inapprehension; then a deep blush came burning into his face. "You didn't understand," he said thickly. "You didn't know what those girls were." "Oh, Rush!" she cried. "Of course I did. I knew exactly what they were--better than you. I even knew who they were. They live not very far from here." He paled and his look was frightened. "How did you know that?" he demanded. "How could you know a thing like that?" "They've lived here in the Village for years," she said, summarizing Baldy without quoting him as her authority. "One of them used to be an illustrator--or something--before she went--over the edge. They're two of our celebrities. One can't go about, unless he's stone blind, without picking up things like that." "You did know what she was, then," he persisted, doggedly pushing through something it was almost impossible for him to say, "and yet, knowing, you asked me to leave you alone and go back to her. You wanted me to do that?" "I didn't want you to!" she cried. "I hated it, of course. But men--people--do things like that, and I could see how--natural it was that you wanted to. And if you wanted to, I didn't think it fair that it should be spoiled for you just because we
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