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intention to call this evening, if only to ask after your health." "I could not have received you," said Gertrude. "You find it less difficult here?" "Less humiliating. I'm not, at least, receiving a husband who wishes to plead for reconciliation--on intolerable grounds." "May I offer you a chair? Better still--why not come to the study? We're so much less likely to be disturbed." She accepted my suggestion with a slight nod, and herself led the way. "Now, Gertrude," I resumed, when she had consented to an easy-chair and had permitted me to close the door, "whatever the situation and misunderstandings between us, can't we discuss them"--and I ventured a smile--"more informally, in a freer spirit?" She caught me up. "Freer! But I understand--less disciplined. How very like you, Ambrose. How unchanged you are." "And you, Gertrude! It's a compliment you should easily forgive." She preferred to ignore it. "Miss Blake," she announced, "has just been with me for an hour." She waited the effect of this. The effect was considerable, plunging me into dark amazement and conjecture. Not daring to make the tiniest guess as to the result of so fantastic an interview, I was left not merely tongue-tied but brain-tied. Gertrude saw at once that she had beggared me and could now at her leisure dole out the equal humiliation of alms withheld or bestowed. "Given your curious social astigmatism and her curious mixed charm--so subtle and so deeply uncivilized--I can see, of course, why she has bewitched you," said Gertrude reflectively, and paused. "And I can see," she continued, musing, as if she had adopted the stage convention of soliloquy, "why you have just failed to capture her imagination. For you have failed--but you can hardly be aware how completely." "Whether or not I'm aware," I snapped, "seems negligible! Susan feels she must leave me, and she'll probably act with her usual promptness. Is that what she called to tell you?" "Partly," acknowledged Gertrude, resuming then her soliloquy: "You've given her--as you would--a ridiculous education. She seems to have instincts, impulses, which--all things considered--might have bloomed if cultivated. As it is, you found her crude, and, in spite of all the culture you've crammed upon her, you've left her so. She's emancipated--that is, public; she's thrown away the locks and keys of her mind. I grant she has one. But apparently no one has even suggested to he
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