him against the
fireplace tiles. It was an enormous relief.
Followed a knock at my door that I answered calmly: "Who is it? Come
in."
Miss Goucher never came to me without a mission; she had one now.
"Mr. Hunt," she said, "I should like to talk to you very plainly. May I?
It's about Susan." I nodded. "Mr. Hunt," she continued resolutely,
"Susan is in a very difficult position here. I don't say that she isn't
entirely equal to meeting it; but I dread the nervous strain for her--if
you understand?"
"Not entirely, Miss Goucher; perhaps, not at all."
"I was afraid of this," she responded unhappily. "But I must go on--for
her sake."
Knowing well that Miss Goucher would face death smiling for Susan's
sake, her repressed agitation alarmed me. "Good heavens!" I exclaimed.
"Is there anything really wrong?"
"A good deal." She paused, her lips whitening as she knit them together,
lest any ill-considered word should slip from her. Miss Goucher never
loosed her arrows at random; she always tried for the bull's-eye, and
usually with success.
"I am speaking in strict confidence--to Susan's protector and legal
guardian. Please try to fill in what I leave unsaid. It is very
unfortunate for Susan's peace of mind that you should happen to be a
married man."
"For _her_ peace of mind!"
"Yes."
"Wait! I daren't trust myself to fill in what you leave unsaid. It's
too--preposterous. Do you mean---- But you can't mean that you imagine
Susan to be in love with--her grandfather?" My heart pounded,
suffocating me; with fright, I think.
"No," said Miss Goucher, coldly; "Susan is not in love with her
grandfather. She is with you."
I could manage no response but an angry one. "That's a dangerous
statement, Miss Goucher! Whether true or not--it ruins everything. You
have made our life here together impossible."
"It is impossible," said Miss Goucher. "It became so last summer. I knew
then it could not go on much longer."
"But I question this! I deny that Susan feels for me more
than--gratitude and affection."
"Gratitude is rare," said Miss Goucher enigmatically, her eyes fixed
upon the fragments of Buddha littering my hearth. "True gratitude," she
added, "is a strong emotion. When it passes between a man and a woman,
it is like flame."
"Very interesting!" I snapped. "But hardly enough to have brought you
here to me with this!"
"She feels that you need her," said Miss Goucher.
"I do," was my reply.
"Susa
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