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t I saw her--rich, youthful, and lovely. She has him now. He is her lover. She is his darling. She will be far more his darling yet when they are married. The more Robert knows of Shirley the more his soul will cleave to her. They will both be happy, and I do not grudge them their bliss; but I groan under my own misery. Some of my suffering is very acute. Truly I ought not to have been born; they should have smothered me at the first cry." Here, Shirley stepping aside to gather a dewy flower, she and her companion turned into a path that lay nearer the gate. Some of their conversation became audible. Caroline would not stay to listen. She passed away noiselessly, and the moonlight kissed the wall which her shadow had dimmed. The reader is privileged to remain, and try what he can make of the discourse. "I cannot conceive why nature did not give you a bulldog's head, for you have all a bulldog's tenacity," said Shirley. "Not a flattering idea. Am I so ignoble?" "And something also you have of the same animal's silent ways of going about its work. You give no warning; you come noiselessly behind, seize fast, and hold on." "This is guess-work. You have witnessed no such feat on my part. In your presence I have been no bulldog." "Your very silence indicates your race. How little you talk in general, yet how deeply you scheme! You are far-seeing; you are calculating." "I know the ways of these people. I have gathered information of their intentions. My note last night informed you that Barraclough's trial had ended in his conviction and sentence to transportation. His associates will plot vengeance. I shall lay my plans so as to counteract or at least be prepared for theirs--that is all. Having now given you as clear an explanation as I can, am I to understand that for what I propose doing I have your approbation?" "I shall stand by you so long as you remain on the defensive. Yes." "Good! Without any aid--even opposed or disapproved by you--I believe I should have acted precisely as I now intend to act, but in another spirit. I now feel satisfied. On the whole, I relish the position." "I dare say you do. That is evident. You relish the work which lies before you still better than you would relish the execution of a government order for army-cloth." "I certainly feel it congenial." "So would old Helstone. It is true there is a shade of difference in your motives--many shades, perhaps. Shall I speak t
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