FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209  
210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   >>  
ng it, but I will not accept your sacrifice, Kathryn, I will not ask for forgiveness. When I come home, if you still love me, I will devote my life to you. We will start afresh--the whole world will." "You are going at once?" Kathryn clutched at what was eluding her. "Yes, my dear." "And you won't marry me? Won't--prove to me?" "No." "Oh! how can you leave me to think----" "Think what, Kathryn?" "Oh! things--about her. It would be such a proof of what you've just said--if only you would marry me now." "Kathryn, I cannot. I am--I wish that you could understand--I am stepping out into the dark. I must go alone." "That is absurd, Brace. Absurd." A baffled, desperate note rang in Kathryn's voice. It was not for Northrup, but for her first sense of failure. Then she looked up. All the resentment gone from her face, she was the picture of despair. "I will wait for you, Brace. I will prove to you what a woman's real love is!" So, cleverly, did she bind what she intuitively felt was the highest in Northrup. And he bent and laid his lips on the smooth girlish forehead, sorrowfully realizing how little he had to offer. A few moments later Northrup found himself on the street. The snow was falling thicker, faster. It had the smothering quality that is so mysterious. People thudded along as if on padded feet; the lights were splashed with clinging flakes and gleamed yellow-red in the whiteness. Sounds were muffled; Northrup felt blotted out. He loved the sensation--it was like a great, absorbing Force taking him into its control and erasing forever the bungling past. He purposely drifted for an hour in the storm. He was like a moving part of it, and when at last he reached home, he stood in the vestibule for many moments extricating himself--it was more that than shaking the snow off. He felt singularly free. Once within the house, he went directly to his mother's room. She was lying on a couch by the fire. In the shelter of her warm, quiet place Helen seemed to have gained what Brace had won in the storm. She was smiling, almost eager. "Yes, dear?" she said. Northrup sat down in the chair that was his by his mother's hearth. "Kathryn wanted to marry me, Mother, at once." "That would be like her, bless her heart!" "I could not accept the sacrifice, Mother." "That would be like you--but is it a sacrifice?" "It seems so to me." "You see, son, to many women this is the supreme offeri
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209  
210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   >>  



Top keywords:

Kathryn

 
Northrup
 
sacrifice
 

mother

 
moments
 
Mother
 
accept
 

sensation

 

bungling

 

forever


erasing
 
taking
 

control

 
absorbing
 
lights
 

splashed

 
supreme
 

padded

 

offeri

 

clinging


purposely

 

whiteness

 

Sounds

 

muffled

 

yellow

 

flakes

 

gleamed

 
blotted
 
directly
 

thudded


smiling

 

gained

 
shelter
 

singularly

 

wanted

 

reached

 

moving

 

vestibule

 

hearth

 
shaking

extricating

 

drifted

 

highest

 

things

 
understand
 

absurd

 

Absurd

 

baffled

 

desperate

 

stepping