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shment. He has heard, no doubt, something of the story which has injured our credit, and it is natural that he should take the boys away." "Do you think that the school will be put an end to?" "It looks very like it." "Altogether?" "I shall not care to drag it on as a failure. I am too old now to begin again with a new attempt if this collapses. I have no offers to fill up the vacancies. The parents of those who remain, of course, will know how it is going with the school. I shall not be disposed to let it die of itself. My idea at present is to carry it on without saying anything till the Christmas holidays, and then to give notice to the parents that the establishment will be closed at Midsummer." "Will it make you very unhappy?" "No doubt it will. A man does not like to fail. I am not sure but what I am less able to bear such failure than most men." "But you have sometimes thought of giving it up." "Have I? I have not known it. Why should I give it up? Why should any man give up a profession while he has health and strength to carry it on?" "You have another." "Yes; but it is not the one to which my energies have been chiefly applied. The work of a parish such as this can be done by one person. I have always had a curate. It is, moreover, nonsense to say that a man does not care most for that by which he makes his money. I am to give up over L2000 a-year, which I have had not a trouble but a delight in making! It is like coming to the end of one's life." "Oh, Jeffrey!" "It has to be looked in the face, you know." "I wish,--I wish they had never come." "What is the good of wishing? They came, and according to my way of thinking I did my duty by them. Much as I am grieved by this, I protest that I would do the same again were it again to be done. Do you think that I would be deterred from what I thought to be right by the machinations of a she-dragon such as that?" "Has she done it?" "Well, I think so," said the Doctor, after some little hesitation. "I think it has been, in truth, her doing. There has been a grand opportunity for slander, and she has used it with uncommon skill. It was a wonderful chance in her favour. She has been enabled without actual lies,--lies which could be proved to be lies,--to spread abroad reports which have been absolutely damning. And she has succeeded in getting hold of the very people through whom she could injure me. Of course
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