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u did." "Well, now," he drawled. "An' so you took that much interest in what I was thinkin'! I reckon people who write must know a lot." Her face expressed absolute surprise. "Why, who told you that I wrote?" she questioned. "Nobody told me, ma'am. I just heard it. I heard a man tell another man that you had threatened to make him a character in a book you was writin'." Her face was suddenly convulsed. "I imagine I know whom you mean," she said. "A young cowboy from the Two Diamond used to annoy me quite a little, until one day I discouraged him." His smile grew broad at this answer. But he grew serious instantly. "I don't think there is much to write about in this country, ma'am," he said. "You don't? Why, I believe you are trying to discourage me!" "I reckon you won't listen to me, ma'am, if you want to write. I've heard that anyone who writes is a special kind of a person an' they just can't help writin'--any more'n I can help comin' over here to see your brother. You see, they like it a heap." They both laughed, she because of the clever way in which he had turned the conversation to his advantage; he through sheer delight. But she did purpose to allow him to dwell on the point he had raised, so she adroitly took up the thread where he had broken off to apply his similitude. "Some of that is true," she returned, giving him a look on her own account; "especially about a writer loving his work. But I don't think one needs to be a 'special' kind of person. One must be merely a keen observer." He shook his head doubtfully. "I see everything that goes on around me," he returned. "Most of the time I can tell pretty near what sort a man is by lookin' at his face and watching the way he moves. But I reckon I'd never make a writer. Times when I look at this country--at a nice sunset, for instance, or think what a big place this country is--I feel like sayin' somethin' about it; somethin' inside of me seems kind of breathless-like--kind of scarin' me. But I couldn't write about it." She had felt it, too, and more than once had sat down with her pencil to transcribe her thoughts. She thought that it was not exactly fear, but an overpowering realization of her own atomity; a sort of cringing of the soul away from the utter vastness of the world; a growing consciousness of the unlimited bigness of things; an insight of the infinite power of God--the yearning of the soul for underst
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