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for himself, his own advancement, his own well-being. It would have been hard to make the change; and he thought it was not necessary now, at least. No more was said upon the subject. Our days went on as before. There was a little music, some light reading, an occasional call from a friend,--and long pauses of rest between all these. And slowly, but surely, life failed, and the soul drew near its doom. I knew now that he loved me still; he talked of it sometimes when he woke suddenly, and did not at once remember where he was; I saw it, too, in his look, his manner; but we never breathed it to each other, and he did not think I knew. One night there was a great change; physicians were summoned in haste; there were hours of anxious watching. Toward morning he seemed a little better, and I was left alone with him. He slumbered quietly, but when he awoke there was a strange and solemn look in his face, such as I had never seen before. I knew what it must mean. "When Dr. Hammond comes, let me see him alone," he whispered. I made no objection; nothing could frustrate my purpose now. The physician came,--a kind old man, who had known us all from infancy. He was closeted awhile with William; then he came out, looking deeply moved. "Go to him,--comfort him, if you can," he said. "You have told him?" I asked. "Yes,--he insisted upon hearing the truth, and I knew he had got where it could make no difference. Poor fellow! it was a terrible blow." I wanted a few moments for reflection; I sent John in my stead. I locked myself in my own room, and tried to get the full weight of what I was going to do. I was about to meet him who had rejected my heart's best love, no longer in the flush and insolence of health and strength, but doomed, dying,--with a dark, hopeless eternity stretching out before his shuddering gaze. And when he turned to me in those last awful moments for solace and affection, I was to tell him that the girl he loved, the woman he adored, had since that one night kept the purpose of vengeance hot in her heart,--that for years her sole study had been to baffle and to wound him,--and that now, through all those months that she had been beside him, that he had looked to her as friend, helper, comforter, she had kept her deadly aim in view. _She_ had deceived him with false hopes of recovery; _she_ had turned again to the world the thoughts which he would fain have fixed on heaven; while he was lovi
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