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o true--I could not but be true to her--and perhaps I may go to her soon--she will be waiting--and I have lost twenty years of Paradise." A fierce temptation assailed Philippa, the fiercest she had ever known or was ever likely to know--to tell him. To tell him the one thing of which as yet he was ignorant--that Phil had not been true, that she had not loved him, that she had been the wife of another man at the time of her death. Surely if he knew this he would turn to her, whom he had loved--if only in a dream--for a little while. The words were almost past her lips when she stifled them, for the next instant she knew she could never speak them. Out of the wreckage of his life--of all that he held dear--only one thing was left to him, and that was his love for Phil, his faith in her. Could she, who loved him so, destroy the one thing he still possessed simply in the hope to gain what she herself longed for? Could she deal him another blow, and that the hardest, bitterest of all--undermine what had been the very keystone of his life, the one really flawless element in the whole sad story? Her love--the strength of which she boasted--had been sullied by jealousy, dimmed by reservations, a paltry thing beside his; and yet, be that as it might, she knew it was all she had to give. She had given him her whole heart, irrevocably. Let her prove it by her silence now. He must live out his days, sad as they must be, without the added burden of disillusionment; and for the rest, it was in higher Hands than hers. She resumed her seat presently very quietly and sat watching him. He lay quite still, evidently thinking deeply; he was, outwardly at least, perfectly calm and composed, but all the vitality, all the animation which had been so marked in his expression a few short hours before, had gone from his face, leaving it set and stern. The years which had passed unheeded in their going took toll of him now, and set their seal upon his features, altering them strangely. The slow minutes passed, taking with them all the tattered remnants of her hope; and little by little it seemed to her in her pain that unseen hands were pushing her farther and farther from him, building a barrier between them--a tangible thing which she had only to stretch out her hands to feel, setting her outside his ken. The man she loved was going from her, leaving in his place a stranger she had never known. Francis had been so near t
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