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as all in black. A mantua covered with bugles and braid dropped from her shoulders, while a bonnet which rose to a pointed arch above her brow, and allowed the silver knob of her hair to escape behind, gave her a late nineteenth century dignity. Before leaving the house she took two volumes from her shelves--read first in one, then in the other--sat pensive for a while, with head bent and eyes shaded--after which she replaced her books, turned the key in her door, and set forth for Brooklyn Bridge. Chapter XXIII "Why you should hold me responsible," Barbara was saying, "I can't begin to imagine. Surely I've done everything I could to simplify matters, to straighten them out, and to give you a chance to rectify your folly. I've effaced myself; I've broken my heart; I've promised Aunt Marion to go in for a job for which I'm not fitted and don't care a rap; and yet you come here, accusing me----" "But, Barbe, I'm _not_ accusing you! If I'm accusing anyone it's myself. Only I can't speak without your taking me up----" "There you go! Oh, Rash, dear, if you'd only been able to control yourself nothing of this would have happened--not from the first." She was pacing up and down the little reception room, and rubbing her hands together, while the twisting of the fish-tail of her hydrangea-colored robe, like an eel in agony, emphasized her agitation. Rashleigh was seated, his elbows on his knees, his head bowed between his hands, of which the fingers clutched and tore at the masses of his hair. Only when he spoke did he lift his woe-begone black eyes. "Well, I didn't control myself," he admitted, impatiently; "that's settled. Why go back to it? The question is----" "Yes; why go back to it? That's you all over, Rash. You can do what no one else in his senses would ever think of doing; and when you've upset the whole apple cart it must never be referred to again. I'm to accept, and keep silence. Well, I've _kept_ silence. I've gone all winter like a muzzled dog. I've wheedled that girl, and kow-towed to her, and made her think I was fond of her--which I am in a way--you may not believe it, but I am--and what's the result? She gets sick of the whole business; runs away; and you come here and throw the whole blame on me." He tried to speak with special calmness. "Barbe, listen to me. What I said was this----" She came to a full stop in front of him, her arms outspread. "Oh, Rash, dear, I know perfectly w
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