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en coming at intervals," he remarked. "I'm going to send you up a cup of bovril in a minute. . . ." Vane turned them over rapidly in his hand, and found that there were only two that counted. He looked at the postmarks to get them in the right sequence, and eagerly pulled out the contents of the first. It had been written four days after he left Melton. "Dear lad, I'm leaving here to-morrow, and am going back to Blandford; but before I go I want to tell you something. A man is not a very good judge of a woman's actions at any time; he's so apt to see them through his own eyes. He reasons, and becomes logical, . . . and perhaps he's right. But a woman doesn't want reasons or logic--not if she's in love. She wants to be whirled up breathlessly and carried away, and made to do things; and it doesn't matter whether they're right or wrong--not if she's in love. Maybe you were right, Derek, to go away; but oh! my dear, I would to God you hadn't." A nurse came in with a cup of bovril, and put it on the table by his bed, and Vane turned to her abruptly. "Where are my clothes, Nurse?" "You'll not be wanting clothes yet awhile," she answered with a smile. "I'm coming back shortly to tidy you up," and Vane cursed under his breath as she left the room. Then he picked up the second letter and opened it. At first he thought it was a blank sheet of paper, and then he saw that there were a few words in the centre of the page. For a moment they danced before his eyes; then he pulled himself together and read them. "''Tis well for those who have the gift To seize him even as he flies. . . .' "Oh! you fool--you fool! Why didn't you?" That was all, and for a long while he lay and stared at the bare wall opposite. "Why didn't you?" The words mocked him, dancing in great red letters on the pale green distemper, and he shook his feet at them childishly. "It's not fair," he raved. "It's simply not fair." And the god in charge took a glance into the room, though to the man in bed it was merely a ray from a watery sun with the little specks of dust dancing and floating in it. "Of no more account than a bit of dirt," he muttered cynically. "It wasn't my fault. . . . I never asked to be torpedoed. I only did what I thought was right." He buried his head in his hands with a groan. The nurse came once more into the room, and eyed him reproachfully. "The bovril is quite cold," she said picking
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