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very first train to town and give it into Walton's hands to-night.' 'But I am going on with you to Cardiff,' Paul cried. 'Indeed,' said Claudia, 'you will do nothing of the kind. I am not so absurd as to allow it I am not going to be compromised in that way in my last week with the company.' Paul stared at her with a face so disconsolate that she laughed; but she put on a tender seriousness a moment later. 'Do you call that love, Paul? Ah, no! Few men--very few--ever so much as learn the meaning of the word. It is pure selfishness. You don't think of poor Claudia. You would let her reputation be torn to rags and tatters, but what would that amount to if only you could gratify your own wishes?' 'I'll go, Claudia,' cried Paul. 'I'll go to London. Great Heaven 'what a selfish, unreasonable beast I am 'Forgive me, Claudia. I did not think.' 'Now you are my own dear Paul again. But you mustn't expect me to find _all_ the wisdom.' She wrote her letter, and Paul watched the white hand skimming over the paper. When it was written she read it out to him. It was really an excellent letter of introduction, business-like and cordial. Paul received it with devout thanksgiving. Then Claudia gave him the address of the boarding-house to which she herself was bound, and looked up his train in the time-table. 'You must start in half an hour,' she said. 'Oh, Paul dear! Paul! I wonder if, in spite of all your protestations, you are so sorry to part as I am.' 'Claudia!' said Paul, and ran to the open arms. He was abjectly in love and abjectly submissive, and Claudia had never been so kind. But when at last she told him 'You must go,' he strained her in his arms so wildly that he fairly frightened her. Then, terrified in his own turn, he released her, and covered her hand with tears and kisses of contrition. 'Go,' she said pantingly--'go, at once!' He looked with remorse at her pale face and questioning eyes, and lurched towards the table on which he had laid his hat. 'Paul,' said Claudia, 'it would have been better for you if you had never met me.' 'No,'he answered, looking back at her. 'I shall never think that, whatever happens.' 'You will think it often,' she said. 'But go now, dear, for pity's sake.' He went out into the street with his wet face, and for a minute or more did not know why people stared at him. Then he came to his senses a little, and found himself walking away from the station instead of
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