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the room, 'have some pity. I am not a child; I am a man. I can't bear this. You must be everything or you must be nothing.' 'Nothing, Paul?' said Claudia, with grave, accusing eyes and wounded face and voice. 'Nothing?' It was exquisite practice, and she was a hundred times a better actress off the boards than on. Paul could appreciate her art at its full value in later years, but just now he found earnestness enough for two, and would have broken his heart outright if he had known how she was playing with him. 'Nothing or all,' he said. 'You treat me like a child, Claudia, but I am a man, if I _am_ only a little over one-and-twenty. I have a man's heart and a man's blood in my veins. No. Don't come near me yet; I want to be my own master.' 'Oh, Paul, dear!' said Claudia; 'you mustn't talk so I never thought you felt so deeply. How could I? Must it all be over, Paul? Are they all gone, dear--all the happy, peaceful, tranquil hours? Can't I give my little brother Paul a simple kiss without making such a tempest?' 'I have had no peaceful, tranquil hours,' cried Paul. 'Oh, Claudia! Claudia!' 'Kiss and be friends, Paul,' said Claudia, and Paul was lured back to his absurd paradise, and fed on kisses and caresses which were sometimes suffered to reach the edge of ardour, and then skilfully chilled. If feminine nine-and-twenty thinks it worth while to befool masculine one-and-twenty, and knows her business as well as Claudia knew it, the task is fairly easy. Claudia would not hear of Paul throwing away his prospects for so mad a purpose as to follow her to London. She covered her pretty ears with her ringed fingers when he talked of it, and positively refused to listen. But he must be rewarded for his devotion, too, and Claudia wished with all her heart that she could love Paul as he loved her. But it would be wicked to marry without a proper feeling for a husband, and Paul was her brother, her dear, dear younger brother, and to talk of marriage at their ages was such a folly. Wouldn't Paul always be her brother? And she laid her soft warm cheek against his and kissed his hand. What more could he ask for, silly boy? Wasn't that happiness enough for him if he really loved her? If he would be good, and promise never, never, never to be foolish again, and frighten Claudia with his anger--why _should_ he want to frighten his poor Claudia?--they might always love each other, and be, oh, so happy! The programme t
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