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is part against them. Even if she were willing to rebel he couldn't do it--with a wife and boy in New York. He had married again on purpose to satisfy his longing for a child--a family. He felt very tenderly toward them, the little chap and his mother; but he was clear as to the fact that he felt tenderly toward them, pityingly tender, largely because when face to face with Edith he wished to God that they had never been part of his life. And doubtless she felt the same toward her Mr. Lacon and the child of that union. But she would never admit it--not directly, at any rate. He might gather it from hints, or read it between the lines; but he could never make her say so. Why should she say so? What good would it do? Were she to confess to him that she hated the man toward whom she was traveling, he would experience an unholy satisfaction--but, after all, it would be unholy. In the end he could find no simpler relief to his feelings than to take down her belongings from the overhead racks. "I'll just run along and pick up my own traps," he explained, "and come back to see you properly looked after." Though she assured him of her ability to look after herself, he felt at liberty to ridicule her pretensions. "You must have changed a great deal if you can do that," he declared, as he handed down a roll of rugs strapped with a shawl-strap. "I have changed a great deal." "I don't see it. I can't see that you've changed at all--essentially." "Oh, but it's essentially that I _am_ changed. Superficially I may be more or less the same--a little older; but within I'm another woman." She took advantage of the fact that his back was turned to her, as he disentangled the handles of parasols and umbrellas from the network above, to say further: "Perhaps--since we've met in this unexpected way--and talked--possibly a little too frankly--it may be well if I remind you that you'd still be confronted with that fact--that I'm another woman--even if our bridges weren't burned behind us." He decided to let that pass without discussion, and because he said nothing she added: "And I dare say I should find you another man. So don't let us be too sorry, Chip, or think that if we hadn't done what we _have_ done--" Though he still stood with his back to her, lifting down a heavy bag with a black canvas covering, he could hear a catch in her voice that almost amounted to a sob. Because there was something in himself dangerously near re
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