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pon the reports of others. Her sense of failure, toward the Community in general, and toward Seraphine in particular, lent her a fresh stock of patience. She raised the weeping nun from the floor, put her arm around her, with protective gesture, and led her before the Shrine of the Madonna. "My child," she said, "there are things we are called upon to suffer which we can best tell to our blessed Lady, herself. Try to unburden your heart and find comfort . . . Does your mind hark back to the thought of the earthly love you resigned in order to give yourself solely to the heavenly? . . . Are you troubled by fears lest you wronged the man you loved, when, leaving him, you became the bride of Heaven?" Sister Seraphine smiled--a scornful little smile. "Nay," she said, "I was weary of Wilfred. But--there were others." The voice of the Prioress grew even graver, and more sad. "Is it then the Fact of marriage which you desired and regret?" Sister Seraphine laughed--a hard, self-conscious, little laugh. "Nay, I could not have brooked to be bound to any man. But I liked to be loved, and I liked to be First in the thought and heart of another." The Prioress looked at the pretty, tear-stained face, at the softly moulded form. Then an idea came to her. To voice it, lifted the veil from the very Holy of Holies of her own heart's sufferings; but she would not shrink from aught which could help this soul she was striving to uplift. With her eyes resting upon the Babe in the arms of the Virgin Mother, she asked, gravely and low: "Is it the ceaseless longing to have had a little child of your own to hold in your arms, to gather to your breast, to put to sleep upon your knees, which keeps your heart turning restlessly back to the world?" Sister Seraphine gazed at the Prioress, in utter amazement. "Nay, then, indeed!" she replied, impatiently. "Always have I hated children. To escape from the vexations of motherhood were reason enough for leaving the world." Then the Prioress withdrew her protective arm, and looked sternly upon Sister Seraphine. "You are playing false to your vows," she said; "you are slighting your vocation; yet no worthy or noble feeling draws your heart back to the world. You do but desire vain pomp and show; all those things which minister to the enthronement of self. Return to your cell and spend three hours in prayer and penitence before the crucifix." The Prioress lifte
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