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on was impatient with it. Edith, who could not understand fear in any form, tried, in her friendly little way, to reason Eleanor out of one panic or another. The servants joked among themselves at the foolishness of "Mrs. Maurice"; and the monosyllabic Johnny Bennett, when told of some of Eleanor's scares, was bored. "Let's play Indian," said Johnny. It was only Maurice who found all the scares--just as he found the silences and small jealousies--adorable! The silences meant unspeakable depths of thought; the jealousies were a sign of love. The terrors called for his protecting strength! One of the unfair irrationalities of love is that it may, at first, be attracted by the defects of the beloved, and later repelled by them. Maurice loved Eleanor for her defects. Once, when he and Edith were helping Mrs. Houghton weed her garden, he stopped grubbing, and sat down in the gold and bronze glitter of coreopsis, to expatiate upon the exquisiteness of the defects. Her wonderful mind: "She doesn't talk, because she is always thinking; her ideas are way over _my_ head!" Her funny timidity: "She wants me to take care of her!" Her love: "She's--it sounds absurd!--but she's jealous, because she's so--well, fond of me, don't you know, that she sort of objects to having people round. Did you ever hear of anything so absurd?" "I certainly never did," his old friend said, dryly. "Well, but"--Maurice defended his wife--"it's because she cares about me, don't you know? She--well, this is in confidence--she said once that she'd like to live on a desert island, just with me!" "So would I," said Edith. Her mother laughed: "Tell her desert islands have to have a 'man Friday'--to say nothing of a few 'women Thursdays'!" Eleanor was, Maurice said, like music heard far off, through mists and moonlight in a dark garden, "full of--of--what are those sweet-smelling things, that bloom only at night?" (Mary Houghton looked fatigued.) "Well, anyway, what I mean is that she isn't like ordinary people, like me--" "Or Johnny," Edith broke in, earnestly. "Johnny? Gosh! Why, Mrs. Houghton, things that don't touch most human beings, affect her terribly. The dark, or thunderstorms, or--or anything, makes her nervous. You understand?" Mrs. Houghton said yes, she understood, but she would leave the rest of the weeding to her assistants ... In the studio, dropping her dusty garden gloves on a fresh canvas lying on the table, she almost wep
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