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ifted the paper which had been such a convenient shelter for clasping hands, and seemed to read for a while. Then he said, abruptly, "I only thought it was funny for her to make such a mistake." She was silent. "Eleanor, don't be--that way!" "What 'way'? You mean"--her voice trembled--"feel hurt to have you dance _three times_, with a girl who said an uncomplimentary thing about me?" "But it wasn't uncomplimentary! It was just a silly mistake anyone might make--" He stopped abruptly, for there were tears in her eyes--and instantly his tenderness infolded her like sunshine. But even while he was making her talk of other things--the heat, or the landscape--he was a little preoccupied; he was trying to explain this tiny, ridiculous, lovely unreasonableness, by tracking it back to some failure of sensitiveness on his own part. It occurred to him that he could do this better if he were by himself--not sitting beside her, faintly conscious of her tenseness. So he said, abruptly, "Star, if you don't mind, I'll go and have a smoke." "All right," she said; "give me the paper; I haven't looked at the news for days!" She was trembling a little. The mistake of a silly girl had had, at first, no significance, it was just, as it always is to the newly married woman, amusing to be supposed not to be married! But that Maurice, knowing of the mistake, had not mentioned its absurdity, woke an uneasy consciousness that he had thought it might annoy her! Why should it annoy her?--unless the reason of the mistake was as obvious to him as to the girl?--whom he had found attractive enough to dance with three times! It was as if a careless hand had pushed open a closed door, and given Maurice's wife a glimpse of a dark landscape, the very existence of which her love had so vehemently denied. An hour later, however, when Maurice returned, she was serene again. Love had closed the door--bolted it! barred it! and the gray landscape of dividing years was forgotten. And as her face had cleared, so had his. He had explained her annoyance by calling himself a clod! "She hated not to be thought married--of _course_!" What a brute he was not to have recognized the subtle loveliness of a sensitiveness like that! He wanted to tell her so, but he could only push the newspaper toward her and slip his hand under it to feel for hers--which he clutched and gripped so hard that her rings cut into the flesh. She laughed, and opened her pocketbook an
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