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in him; all day long, in the loneliness of their third-floor front, under the gaze of Daniel Webster, she brooded over it. Even while she was reading magazines and plodding through newspaper editorials on public questions she had never heard of, so that she could find things to talk about to him, she was thinking of the change, and asking herself what she had done--or left undone--to cause it? She also asked him: "Maurice! Something bothers you! I'm not enough for you. What _is_ the matter?" He said, shortly, "Nothing." At which she retreated into the silence of hurt feelings. Once, she knelt down, her face hidden on the grimy bed-spread, and prayed: "God, _please_ give us a child--that will make him happy. And show me what to do to please him! Show me! Oh, _show_ me! I'll do anything!" And who can say that her prayer was not answered? For certainly an idea did spring into her mind: those tiresome people downstairs--he liked to talk to them;--to Miss Moore, who giggled, and tried, Eleanor thought, to seem learned; and to the elderly woman who told stories. How could he enjoy talking to them when he could talk to her? But he did. So, suppose she tried to be more sociable with them? "I might invite Mrs. Davis to come up to our room some evening--and I would sing for her? ... But not Miss Moore; she is _too_ silly, with her jokes!" Her mind strained to find ways to be friendly with these people he seemed to like. And circumstances helped her.... That was the month of the great eclipse. For a week Miss Ladd's boarders had talked about it, exchanging among themselves much newspaper astronomical misinformation--which the learned Miss Moore good-naturedly corrected. It was her suggestion that the household should make a night of it: "Let's all go up on the roof and see the show!" So the friendly gayety was planned--a supper in the basement dining room at half past eleven--ginger ale! ice cream! chocolate! Then an adjournment _en masse_ to the top of the house. Of course Miss Moore, engineering the affair, invited the Curtises, confident of a refusal--and an acceptance;--both of which, indeed, she secured; but, to her astonishment, it was Mr. Curtis who declined, and his wife who accepted. "It's a bore," Maurice told Eleanor, listlessly. She looked worried: "Oh, I am so sorry! I told them at luncheon that we would come. I thought you'd enjoy it" (Her acceptance, which had been a real sacrifice to her, was a bomb to
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