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of them beat joyfully and the dusk hid a very happy face. "Don't you think he cared for you, dear?" asked Fanny, presently. "I don't mean to be prying, but I really thought he did." "That 's not for me to say, but if it is so, it 's only a passing fancy and he 'll soon get over it." "Do tell me all about it; I 'm so interested, and I know something has happened, I hear it in your voice, for I can't see your face." "Do you remember the talk we once had after reading one of Miss Edgeworth's stories about not letting one's lovers come to a declaration if one did n't love them?" "Yes." "And you girls said it was n't proper, and I said it was honest, anyway. Well, I always meant to try it if I got a chance, and I have. Mind you, I don't say Mr. Sydney loved me, for he never said so, and never will, now, but I did fancy he rather liked me and might do more if I did n't show him that it was of no use." "And you did?" cried Fanny, much excited. "I just gave him a hint and he took it. He meant to go away before that, so don't think his heart is broken, or mind what silly tattlers say. I did n't like his meeting me so much and told him so by going another way. He understood, and being a gentleman, made no fuss. I dare say he thought I was a vain goose, and laughed at me for my pains, like Churchill in 'Helen.'" "No, he would n't; He 'd like it and respect you for doing it. But, Polly, it would have been a grand thing for you." "I can't sell myself for an establishment." "Mercy! What an idea!" "Well, that 's the plain English of half your fashionable matches. I 'm 'odd,' you know, and prefer to be an independent spinster and teach music all my days." "Ah, but you won't. You were made for a nice, happy home of your own, and I hope you 'll get it, Polly, dear," said Fanny warmly, feeling so grateful to Polly, that she found it hard not to pour out all her secret at once. "I hope I may; but I doubt it," answered Polly in a tone that made Fanny wonder if she, too, knew what heartache meant. "Something troubles you, Polly, what is it? Confide in me, as I do in you," said Fanny tenderly, for all the coldness she had tried to hide from Polly, had melted in the sudden sunshine that had come to her. "Do you always?" asked her friend, leaning forward with an irresistible desire to win back the old-time love and confidence, too precious to be exchanged for a little brief excitement or the barren honor of
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