or, suddenly brightened. "You know something about it!" she
exclaimed.
He considered a little--whether he should or should not tell her of the
letter addressed by Miss Ladd to Miss Letitia, which he had found at the
cottage.
"If I could satisfy you that your fears are well founded," he asked,
"would the discovery keep you away from Miss Jethro?"
"I should be ashamed to speak to her--even if we met."
"Very well. I can tell you positively, that your aunt was the person who
turned Miss Jethro out of the school. When I get home, I will send you a
letter that proves it."
Emily's head sank on her breast. "Why do I only hear of this now?" she
said.
"Because I had no reason for letting you know of it, before to-day. If
I have done nothing else, I have at least succeeded in keeping you and
Miss Jethro apart."
Emily looked at him in alarm. He went on without appearing to notice
that he had startled her. "I wish to God I could as easily put a stop to
the mad project which you are contemplating."
"The mad project?" Emily repeated. "Oh, Doctor Allday. Do you cruelly
leave me to myself, at the time of all others, when I am most in need of
your sympathy?"
That appeal moved him. He spoke more gently; he pitied, while he
condemned her.
"My poor dear child, I should be cruel indeed, if I encouraged you. You
are giving yourself up to an enterprise, so shockingly unsuited to a
young girl like you, that I declare I contemplate it with horror. Think,
I entreat you, think; and let me hear that you have yielded--not to my
poor entreaties--but to your own better sense!" His voice faltered; his
eyes moistened. "I shall make a fool of myself," he burst out furiously,
"if I stay here any longer. Good-by."
He left her.
She walked to the window, and looked out at the fair morning. No one to
feel for her--no one to understand her--nothing nearer that could speak
to poor mortality of hope and encouragement than the bright heaven, so
far away! She turned from the window. "The sun shines on the murderer,"
she thought, "as it shines on me."
She sat down at the table, and tried to quiet her mind; to think
steadily to some good purpose. Of the few friends that she possessed,
every one had declared that she was in the wrong. Had _they_ lost the
one loved being of all beings on earth, and lost him by the hand of a
homicide--and that homicide free? All that was faithful, all that was
devoted in the girl's nature, held her to her
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