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t laughing again. "My darling, you don't know how you amuse me." It was all forced: it was all unnatural. He, the most delicate, the most refined of men--a gentleman in the highest sense of the word--was coarse and loud and vulgar! My heart sank under a sudden sense of misgiving which, with all my love for him, it was impossible to resist. In unutterable distress and alarm I asked myself, "Is my husband beginning to deceive me? is he acting a part, and acting it badly, before we have been married a week?" I set myself to win his confidence in a new way. He was evidently determined to force his own point of view on me. I determined, on my side, to accept his point of view. "You tell me I don't understand your mother," I said, gently. "Will you help me to understand her?" "It is not easy to help you to understand a woman who doesn't understand herself," he answered. "But I will try. The key to my poor dear mother's character is, in one word--Eccentricity." If he had picked out the most inappropriate word in the whole dictionary to describe the lady whom I had met on the beach, "Eccentricity" would have been that word. A child who had seen what I saw, who had heard what I heard would have discovered that he was trifling--grossly, recklessly trifling--with the truth. "Bear in mind what I have said," he proceeded; "and if you want to understand my mother, do what I asked you to do a minute since--tell me all about it. How came you to speak to her, to begin with?" "Your mother told you, Eustace. I was walking just behind her, when she dropped a letter by accident--" "No accident," he interposed. "The letter was dropped on purpose." "Impossible!" I exclaimed. "Why should your mother drop the letter on purpose?" "Use the key to her character, my dear. Eccentricity! My mother's odd way of making acquaintance with you." "Making acquaintance with me? I have just told you that I was walking behind her. She could not have known of the existence of such a person as myself until I spoke to her first." "So you suppose, Valeria." "I am certain of it." "Pardon me--you don't know my mother as I do." I began to lose all patience with him. "Do you mean to tell me," I said, "that your mother was out on the sands to-day for the express purpose of making acquaintance with Me?" "I have not the slightest doubt of it," he answered, coolly. "Why, she didn't even recognize my name!" I burst out. "Twice over the
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