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It was gone at last. He turned then, and started back along the road toward Bernay-sur-Mer; now walking slowly, now suddenly changing his pace to a quick, impulsive stride. His eyes were on the road before him, but he saw nothing. Her voice was ringing in his ears again, and again he was living in that golden land of dreams--with her. Paris! The City Beautiful! Paris--where he should know fame and power, where his genius should kindle a flame of enthusiasm that would spread throughout all France! Paris--where men should do him honour! Paris--where riches were! Paris--where she was! His brain reeled with it. It was not wild imagining. A power, a mighty power, the power that made him master of his art lived and breathed in every fibre of his being. He needed no tongue of others now to tell him that this power was his; the knowledge of it was in his soul until he knew, knew as he knew that he had being and existence, that the work of Jean Laparde would stand magnificent and supreme before the eyes of the world. He saw himself the centre, the leader of a glittering entourage. Fame! Men of the highest ranks should envy him--the gamins of Paris should know his name. He threw back his head on his great shoulders. Conceit, all this? No; it was stupendous--but it was not conceit. He knew--his soul knew it. He was more sure of himself now than even those great critics of France had been sure. They had seen nothing--he had not begun. A year, two years in Paris, the tools to work with, the models of flesh and blood at his command--and, ah, God, what would he not do! They should see, they should see then! And they should stand and wonder, as they had not wondered before--at Jean Laparde! He laughed suddenly aloud. Father Anton had preached a sermon once in the little church, he remembered it now--that fame was an empty thing. An empty thing! He laughed again. It was the simplicity of the good cure, who believed such things because, _pardieu_! the cure was a gentle soul and knew no better. What should Father Anton, who never went anywhere, into whose life came nothing but the little daily affairs of the fisherfolk in Bernay-sur-Mer, who could never have had any experience in the things outside the life of the village that turned everlastingly like a wheel in its grooves, know of fame? It was not the fault of Father Anton that he talked so, for he got those things out of his books, and, having no rea
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