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etly attended a Roman Catholic chapel near them. Doubtless Biddy, who was a stanch Romanist, had connived at this. And now she had planned this strange expiation for herself, and poor Mollie must be sacrificed. What would Cyril have thought of such an unnatural arrangement? For Cyril's sake, for Mollie's, Audrey felt she must combat this notion. 'Mrs. Blake,' she said very earnestly, 'it is not for me to question your actions with regard to yourself. If you are at heart a Roman Catholic--if all these years you have been an unprofessed member of that Church--it may be as well for you to acknowledge it openly. I do not believe myself that a convent life is free from its trials and temptations. Human nature is the same everywhere, and even sanctified human nature is liable to error. Wiser people than myself would tell you that peace of mind would be more surely attained by remaining in the path of duty. Dear Mrs. Blake, forgive me if I pain you, but would'--she hesitated a moment--'would not Cyril have disapproved of his mother taking such a step?' 'I think not,' was the response. 'My boy's eyes are purified now; he would judge differently. I shall devote the remainder of my life to praying for the repose of his soul, and in repentance for my miserable past; and it may be'--here she lifted her clasped hands, and a faint light came into her eyes--'that Heaven may release me from my misery before many years are over, and my purified soul may be allowed to find rest.' 'God grant you may find it, poor, misguided woman!' was Audrey's secret prayer; but she merely said aloud: 'We must live out our life as long as the Divine will ordains; but, Mrs. Blake, I must speak of Mollie. If you will sacrifice yourself, you have no right to sacrifice her. For Cyril's sake, let me have her!' 'You, Audrey!' 'Yes, I. Have we not been like sisters all these months? I think Cyril would love to know she was with me; he was so fond of Mollie. He liked to see us together. It will make me happier to have her; when Michael is away I have no companion.' 'Do you really mean it?' asked Mrs. Blake, in an astonished voice. 'You are very good, Audrey, but you are not your own mistress. Dr. Ross would never consent to such an arrangement.' 'I have my own money. No one would be put to any expense for Mollie, unless you wished to provide for her yourself.' 'I should certainly wish that.' 'Then in that case there will be no difficult
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