FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67  
68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   >>   >|  
rselessly analyse me." He quite held her with the authority of this. "He'll never say a word to you about me." She took it in; she did it justice; yet after an instant her reason, her restless irony, disposed of it. "Of course he won't. For what do you take people, that they're able to say words about anything, able remorselessly to analyse? There are not many like you and me. It will be only because he's too stupid." It stirred in her friend a sceptical echo which was at the same time the protest of the faith of years. "Waymarsh stupid?" "Compared with you." Strether had still his eyes on the jeweller's front, and he waited a moment to answer. "He's a success of a kind that I haven't approached." "Do you mean he has made money?" "He makes it--to my belief. And I," said Strether, "though with a back quite as bent, have never made anything. I'm a perfectly equipped failure." He feared an instant she'd ask him if he meant he was poor; and he was glad she didn't, for he really didn't know to what the truth on this unpleasant point mightn't have prompted her. She only, however, confirmed his assertion. "Thank goodness you're a failure--it's why I so distinguish you! Anything else to-day is too hideous. Look about you--look at the successes. Would you BE one, on your honour? Look, moreover," she continued, "at me." For a little accordingly their eyes met. "I see," Strether returned. "You too are out of it." "The superiority you discern in me," she concurred, "announces my futility. If you knew," she sighed, "the dreams of my youth! But our realities are what has brought us together. We're beaten brothers in arms." He smiled at her kindly enough, but he shook his head. "It doesn't alter the fact that you're expensive. You've cost me already--!" But he had hung fire. "Cost you what?" "Well, my past--in one great lump. But no matter," he laughed: "I'll pay with my last penny." Her attention had unfortunately now been engaged by their comrade's return, for Waymarsh met their view as he came out of his shop. "I hope he hasn't paid," she said, "with HIS last; though I'm convinced he has been splendid, and has been so for you." "Ah no--not that!" "Then for me?" "Quite as little." Waymarsh was by this time near enough to show signs his friend could read, though he seemed to look almost carefully at nothing in particular. "Then for himself?" "For nobody. For nothing.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67  
68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Waymarsh

 

Strether

 

failure

 

analyse

 

friend

 

stupid

 
instant
 

beaten

 

kindly

 
smiled

brothers

 

superiority

 

discern

 

concurred

 
announces
 

returned

 
continued
 

futility

 

brought

 

realities


sighed
 

dreams

 

convinced

 

splendid

 

carefully

 
return
 

comrade

 

expensive

 

attention

 

engaged


matter

 

laughed

 

stirred

 

sceptical

 

protest

 
waited
 

moment

 
answer
 

jeweller

 

Compared


remorselessly

 
justice
 

rselessly

 

authority

 

reason

 

restless

 
people
 

disposed

 
success
 
confirmed