oes to talk with Madame de
Fischtaminel.
After a year of absolute monarchy, Caroline says very mildly one
morning:
"How much have you spent this year, dear?"
"I don't know."
"Examine your accounts."
Adolphe discovers that he has spent a third more than during Caroline's
worst year.
"And I've cost you nothing for my dress," she adds.
Caroline is playing Schubert's melodies. Adolphe takes great pleasure
in hearing these compositions well-executed: he gets up and compliments
Caroline. She bursts into tears.
"What's the matter?"
"Nothing, I'm nervous."
"I didn't know you were subject to that."
"O Adolphe, you won't see anything! Look, my rings come off my fingers:
you don't love me any more--I'm a burden to you--"
She weeps, she won't listen, she weeps afresh at every word Adolphe
utters.
"Suppose you take the management of the house back again?"
"Ah!" she exclaims, rising sharply to her feet, like a spring figure in
a box, "now that you've had enough of your experience! Thank you! Do you
suppose it's money that I want? Singular method, yours, of pouring balm
upon a wounded heart. No, go away."
"Very well, just as you like, Caroline."
This "just as you like" is the first expression of indifference towards
a wife: and Caroline sees before her an abyss towards which she had been
walking of her own free will.
THE FRENCH CAMPAIGN.
The disasters of 1814 afflict every species of existence. After
brilliant days of conquest, after the period during which obstacles
change to triumphs, and the slightest check becomes a piece of good
fortune, there comes a time when the happiest ideas turn out blunders,
when courage leads to destruction, and when your very fortifications
are a stumbling-block. Conjugal love, which, according to authors, is
a peculiar phase of love, has, more than anything else, its French
Campaign, its fatal 1814. The devil especially loves to dangle his tail
in the affairs of poor desolate women, and to this Caroline has come.
Caroline is trying to think of some means of bringing her husband
back. She spends many solitary hours at home, and during this time her
imagination works. She goes and comes, she gets up, and often stands
pensively at the window, looking at the street and seeing nothing, her
face glued to the panes, and feeling as if in a desert, in the midst of
her friends, in the bosom of her luxuriously furnished apartments.
Now, in Paris, unless a p
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