and again her fascinated eyes ventured to rest on the worn, white face,
listless, sombre in its fixedness.
The tears were very near her eyes; the spasm in her throat checked
speech. At length she stammered: "I did not come b-because I simply
couldn't stand it!"
His face cleared as he turned quietly: "Child, you must not confuse
matters. You must not think of being sorry for me. The old order is
passing--ticking away on every clock in the world. All that inverted
order of things is being reversed. You don't know what I mean, do you?
Ah, well; you will know when I grow into something of what you think you
remember in me, and when I grow out of what I really was."
"Truly I don't understand, Stephen. But then--I am out of training since
you went--went out of things. Have I changed? Do I seem more dull? I--it
has not been very gay with me. I don't see--looking back across all the
noise, all the chaos of the winter--I do not see how I stood it alone."
"Alone?"
"N-not seeing you--sometimes."
He looked at her with smiling, sceptical eyes. "Didn't you enjoy the
winter?"
"Do you enjoy being drugged with champagne?"
His face altered so quickly that, confused, she only stared at him, the
fixed smile stamped on her lips; then, overwhelmed in the revelation:
"Stephen, surely, surely you know what I meant! I did not mean that!
Dear, do you dream for one moment that--that I could--"
"No. You have not hurt me. Besides, I know what you mean."
After a moment he swung forward on his crutches, biting his lip, the
frown gathering between his temples.
They were passing the big, old-fashioned hotel with its white facade and
green blinds, a lingering landmark of the older city.
"We'll telephone here," he said.
Side by side they went up the great, broad stoop and entered the lobby.
"If you'll speak to Leila, I'll get Plank on the wire. Say that we'll
stop for you at seven."
She gave her number; then, at the nod of the operator, entered a small
booth. Siward was given another booth in a few moments.
Plank answered from his office; his voice sounded grave and tired but it
quickened, tinged with surprise, when Siward made known his plan for the
evening.
"Is Mrs. Mortimer in town?" he demanded. "I had a wire from her that she
expected to be here and I hoped to see her at the station to-morrow on
her way to Lenox."
"She's stopping with Miss Landis. Can't you manage to come?" asked
Siward anxiously.
"I don
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