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lightest." He said patiently: "This is a public show; do you understand? Not one of those private bench exhibitions." "I understand. Really, Howard, you are insufferable at times." "Do you feel that way?" "Yes, I do. I am sorry to be rude, but I do feel that way!" Flushed, impatient, she looked him squarely between his narrowing, woman's eyes: "I do not care for you very much, Howard, and you know it. I am marrying you with a perfectly sordid motive, and you know that, too. Therefore it is more decent--if there is any decency left in either of us--to interfere with one another as little as possible, unless you desire a definite rupture. Do you?" "I? A--a rupture?" "Yes," she said hotly; "do you?" "Do you, Sylvia?" "No; I'm too cowardly, too selfish, too treacherous to myself. No, I don't." "Nor do I," he said, lifting his furtive eyes. "Very well. You are more contemptible than I am, that is all." Her voice had grown unsteady; an unreasoning rush of anger had set her whole body a-thrill, and the white heat of it was driving her to provoke him, as though that might cleanse her of the ignominy of the bargain--as though a bargain did not require two of the same mind to make it. "What do you want of me?" she said, still stinging under the angry waves of self-contempt. "What are you marrying me for? Because, divided, we are likely to cut small figures in our tin-trumpet world? Because, united, we can dominate the brainless? Is there any other reason?" Showing his teeth in that twitching snicker that contracted the muscles of his upper lip: "Children!" he said, looking at her. She turned scarlet to her hair; the deliberate grossness stunned her. Confused, she stood confronting him, dumb under a retort the coarseness of which she had never dreamed him capable. "I mean what I say," he repeated calmly. "A man cares for two things: his fortune, and the heirs to it. If you didn't know that you have learned it now. You hurt me deliberately. I told you a plain truth very bluntly. It is for you to consider the situation." But she could not speak; anger, humiliation, shame, held her tongue-tied. The instinctive revolt at the vague horror--the monstrous, meaningless threat--nothing could force words from her to repudiate, to deny what he had dared to utter. Except as the effrontery of brutality, except as a formless menace born of his anger, the reason he flung at her for his marrying her conveyed
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