g himself for his losses.
He made an end to his outburst after a while. Only his dreadful fat
breathing now filled the silence; and supposing he had finished, she
found her voice with an effort:
"I am sorry. It comes at a bad time, as you know--"
"A bad time!" he broke out violently. "How can it come at any other sort
of time? With us, all times are bad. If this is worse than the average
it can't be helped. We are in it for keeps this time!"
"We?"
"Yes, we!" he repeated; but his face had grown ghastly, and his
uncertain eyes were fastened on her's in the mirror.
"What do you mean--exactly?" she asked, turning from the dresser to
confront him.
He made no effort to answer; an expression of dull fright was growing
on his visage, as though for the first time he had begun to realise what
had happened.
She saw it, and her heart quickened, but she spoke disdainfully: "Well,
I am ready to listen--as usual. How much do you want?"
He made no sign; his lower lip hung loose; his eyes blinked at her.
"What is it?" she repeated. "What have you been doing? How much have you
lost? You can't have lost very much; we hadn't much to lose. If you have
given your note to any of those gamblers, it is a shame--a shame! Leroy,
look at me! You promised me, on your honour, never to do that again.
Have you lied, after all the times I have helped you out, stripped
myself, denied myself, put off tradesmen, faced down creditors? After
all I have done, do you dare come here and ask for more--ask for what
I have not got--with not one bill settled, not one servant paid since
December--"
"Leila, I--I've got--to tell you--"
"What?" she demanded, appalled by the change in his face. If he was
overdoing it, he was overdoing it realistically enough.
"I--I've used Plank's cheque!" he mumbled, and moistened his lips with
his tongue.
She stared back at him, striving to comprehend. "Plank's!" she repeated
slowly, "Plank's cheque? What cheque? What do you mean?"
"The one he gave you last night. I've used that. Now you know!"
"The one he--But you couldn't! How could you? It was not filled in."
"I filled it."
Her dawning horror was reacting on him, as it always did, like a fierce
tonic; and his own courage came back in a sort of sullen desperation.
"You ... You are trying to frighten me, Leroy," she stammered. "You are
trying to make me do something--give you what you want--force me to give
you what you want! You can't frig
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