self."
"I know. She could only feel contempt for me--as I am."
"She is old-fashioned," he said reverently.
"That means all that is best in a woman. ... The old fashion of truth
and faith; the old fashion of honour, and faith in honour; the old, old
fashion of--love. ... All that is best, Stephen; all that is worth the
love of a man. ... Some day somebody will revive those fashions."
"Will you?"
"Dear, they would not become me," she said, the tenderness in her
eyes deepening a little; and she touched his head lightly in humourous
caress.
"What shall we do with the waning daylight?" she asked. "It is my last
day with you. I told Howard it was my last day with you, and I did not
care to be disturbed."
"You probably didn't say it that way," he commented, amused.
"I did."
"How much of that sort of thing is he prepared to stand?" asked Siward
curiously.
"How much? I don't know. I don't believe he cares. It is my uncle, Major
Belwether, who is making things unpleasant for me. I had to tell Howard,
you know."
"What!" exclaimed Siward incredulously.
"Certainly. Do you think my conduct has passed without protest?"
"You told Quarrier!" he repeated.
"Did you imagine I could do otherwise?" she asked coolly. "I have that
much decency left. Certainly I told him. Do you suppose that, after what
we did--what I admitted to you--that I could meet him as usual? Do you
think I am afraid of him?"
"I thought you were afraid of losing him," muttered Siward.
"I was, dreadfully. And the morning after you and I had been imprudent
enough to sit up until nearly daylight--and do what we did--I made him
take a long walk with me, and I told him plainly that I cared for
you, that I was too selfish and cowardly to marry you, and that if he
couldn't endure the news he was at liberty to terminate the engagement
without notice."
"What did he say?" stammered Siward.
"A number of practical things."
"You mean to say he stands it!"
"It appears so. What else is there for him to do, unless he breaks the
engagement?"
"And he--hasn't?"
"No. I was informed that he held me strictly and precisely to my
promise; that he would never release me voluntarily, though I was, of
course, at liberty to do what I chose. ... My poor friend, he cares no
more for love than do I. I happen to be the one woman in New York whom
he considers absolutely suitable for him; by race, by breeding, by
virtue of appearance and presence, emin
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