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apid voice she bent her face, brilliant with colour, and very sweet; and he looked up into it, expectant, uncertain. "If such a friendship as ours is to become worth anything to you--to me, why should it trouble you that I know--and am thinking of things that concern you? Is it because the confidence is one-sided? Is it because you have given and I have listened and given nothing in return to balance the account? I do give--interest, deep interest, sympathy if you ask it; I give confidence in return--if you desire it!" "What can a girl like you need of sympathy?" he said smiling. "You don't know! you don't know! If heredity is a dark vista, and if you must stare through it all your life, sword in hand, always on your guard, do you think you are the only one?" "Are you--one?" he said incredulously. "Yes"--with an involuntary shudder--"not that way. It is easier for me; I think it is--I know it is. But there are things to combat--impulses, a recklessness, perhaps something almost ruthless. What else I do not know, for I have never experienced violent emotions of any sort--never even deep emotion." "You are in love!" "Yes, thoroughly," she added with conviction, "but not violently. I--" she hesitated, stopped short, leaning forward, peering at him through the dusk; and: "Mr. Siward! are you laughing?" She rose and he stood up instantly. There was lightning in her darkening eyes now; in his something that glimmered and danced. She watched it, fascinated, then of a sudden the storm broke and they were both laughing convulsively, face to face there under the stars. "Mr. Siward," she breathed, "I don't know what I am laughing at; do you? Is it at you? At myself? At my poor philosophy in shreds and tatters? Is it some infernal mirth that you seem to be able to kindle in me--for I never knew a man like you before?" "You don't know what you were laughing at?" he repeated. "It was something about love--" "No I don't know why I laughed! I--I don't wish to, Mr. Siward. I do not desire to laugh at anything you have made me say--anything you may infer--" "I don't infer--" "You do! You made me say something--about my being ignorant of deep, of violent emotion, when I had just informed you that I am thoroughly, thoroughly in love--" "Did I make you say all that, Miss Landis?" "You did. Then you laughed and made me laugh too. Then you--" "What did I do then?" he asked, far too humbly. "You--you in
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