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ding. They lingered, therefore, over the coffee, and Chiltern lighted a cigar. He did not smoke cigarettes. "I've lived long enough," he said, "to know that I have never lived at all. There is only one thing in life worth having." "What is it?" asked Honora. "This," he answered, with a gesture; "when it is permanent." She smiled. "And how is one to know whether it would be--permanent?" "Through experience and failure," he answered quickly, "we learn to distinguish the reality when it comes. It is unmistakable." "Suppose it comes too late?" she said, forgetting the ancient verse inscribed in her youthful diary: "Those who walk on ice will slide against their wills." "To admit that is to be a coward," he declared. "Such a philosophy may be fitting for a man," she replied, "but for a woman--" "We are no longer in the dark ages," he interrupted. "Every one, man or woman, has the right to happiness. There is no reason why we should suffer all our lives for a mistake." "A mistake!" she echoed. "Certainly," he said. "It is all a matter of luck, or fate, or whatever you choose to call it. Do you suppose, if I could have found fifteen years ago the woman to have made me happy, I should have spent so much time in seeking distraction?" "Perhaps you could not have been capable of appreciating her--fifteen years ago," suggested Honora. And, lest he might misconstrue her remark, she avoided his eyes. "Perhaps," he admitted. "But suppose I have found her now, when I know the value of things." "Suppose you should find her now--within a reasonable time. What would you do?" "Marry her," he exclaimed promptly. "Marry her and take her to Grenoble, and live the life my father lived before me." She did not reply, but rose, and he followed her to the shaded corner of the porch where they usually sat. The bundle of yellow-stained envelopes he had brought were lying on the table, and Honora picked them up mechanically. "I have been thinking," she said as she removed the elastics, "that it is a mistake to begin a biography by the enumeration of one's ancestors. Readers become frightfully bored before they get through the first chapter." "I'm beginning to believe," he laughed, "that you will have to write this one alone. All the ideas I have got so far have been yours. Why shouldn't you write it, and I arrange the material, and talk about it! That appears to be all I'm good for." If she allowed her
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