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u have not explained these reasons very clearly in your letters to your aunt and uncle. They do not understand them. Your uncle was unable, on many accounts, to come here; and he thought that--that as an old friend, you might be willing to talk to me." "I can't live with--with my husband," she cried. "I don't love him, and he doesn't love me. He doesn't know what love is." Peter Erwin glanced at her, but she was too absorbed then to see the thing in his eyes. He made no comment. "We haven't the same tastes, nor--nor the same way of looking at things --the same views about making money--for instance. We became absolute strangers. What more is there to say?" she added, a little defiantly. "Your husband committed no--flagrant offence against you?" he inquired. "That would have made him human, at least," she cried. "It would have proved that he could feel--something. No, all he cares for in the world is to make money, and he doesn't care how he makes it. No woman with an atom of soul can live with a man like that." If Peter Erwin deemed this statement a trifle revolutionary, he did not say so. "So you just--left him," he said. "Yes," said Honora. "He didn't care. He was rather relieved than otherwise. If I had lived with him till I died, I couldn't have made him happy." "You tried, and failed," said Peter. She flushed. "I couldn't have made him happier," she declared, correcting herself. "He has no conception of what real happiness is. He thinks he is happy,-he doesn't need me. He'll be much more--contented without me. I have nothing against him. I was to blame for marrying him, I know. But I have only one life to live, and I can't throw it away, Peter, I can't. And I can't believe that a woman and a man were intended to live together without love. It is too horrible. Surely that isn't your idea of marriage!" "My idea of marriage isn't worth very much, I'm afraid," he said. "If I talked about it, I should have to confine myself to theories and--and dreams." "The moment I saw your card, Peter, I knew why you had come here," she said, trying to steady her voice. "It was to induce me to go back to my husband. You don't know how it hurts me to give you pain. I love you--I love you as I love Uncle Tom and Aunt Mary. You are a part of me. But oh, you can't understand! I knew you could not. You have never made any mistakes--you have never lived. It is useless. I won't go back to him. If you stayed her
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