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n the world whom he could admit so naturally to share his life, whose life he himself could so naturally share. If Rosie were to marry him, the whole process would be different. In that case there would be no sharing; there would be nothing but a wild, gipsy joy. His delight would be to heap happiness upon her, content with her acceptance and the very little which was all he could expect her to give him in return. With Lois Willoughby it would be equality, partnership, companionship, and a life of mutual comprehension and respect. That would be much, of course; it was what a few months ago he would have thought enough; it was plainly that with which he must manage to be satisfied. He was about to plunge in--to plunge in with one last backward look to the more exquisite joys he must leave behind--and tell her that his strength and loyalty were hers to dispose of as she would when she herself unwittingly balked the impulse. It was still to hold open to him the way of escape that she continued to speak of Rosie. "If she were to marry some nice fellow, like Jim Breen, for instance--" Thor bounded. "Like--who?" She was too deeply preoccupied with her own emotions to notice his. "He was attentive to her for a long time once." He cried out, incredulously: "Oh no; it couldn't be. She's too--too superior." "I'm afraid the superiority is just the trouble--though I don't know anything about it, beyond the gossip one hears in the village. Any one who goes to so many of the working people's houses as I do hears it all." He was still incredulous. "And you've heard--_that_?" "I've heard that poor Jim wanted to marry her--and she wouldn't look at him. It's a pity, I think. She'd be a great deal happier in marrying a man with the same kind of ways as herself than she'd be with some one--I can only put it," she added, with a rueful smile, "in a way you don't like, Thor--than she'd be with some one of another station in life." His heart pounded so that he could hardly trust himself to speak with the necessary coolness. "Is there any question of--of any one of another station in life?" "N-no; only that if she _is_ in love--and of course I'm only guessing at it--I think it's very likely to be with some one of that kind." The statement which was thrown out with gentle indifference affected him so profoundly that had she again declared that it was not with him he could have taken it with equanimity. With whom else cou
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