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e beginnin' o' the unfortunate acquaintance." The marriage between the two was acknowledged to the world in 1787.--EDITOR. CHAPTER XIX THE QUARREL BETWEEN DANVERS AND NANCY We were back at Stair for nearly a fortnight, with Nancy quite herself again, before she took me into her confidence regarding the Burns experience. Leaning against the wall by the stair-foot with her hands behind her, a way she'd had ever since she was a wee bit, the talk began, with no leading up to it on either side. "Jock," she said, suddenly, and a quaint look came over her face, "I've never told you what made me ill at Mauchline." "I've been waiting," I answered. "It was a bad time for me," she continued. "I know that, Lady-bird," said I. "Part of me died," she said, and on this a thought flashed by me which, I have often held, that in some way her language expressed more than she knew. "I've been filled up with conceit of myself," she went on, "and I got punished for it." "There was never a woman living with less!" I cried, so sodden in my affection for her that I could not stand to hear her blamed, even by herself. "Maybe I didn't show it," she said with a smile, "but I've always held, 'in to mysel',' that the gifted folk were God's aristocrats, and the day I told Danvers Carmichael and you my esteem of lords and titles and forbears I said just what I thought, though both of you laughed at me, for I reasoned that any one whom the Almighty took such special pains with must have the grand character as well. And so I made of all the people who write and paint and sing a great assembly, like Arthur's knights, who were over the earth righting wrongs and helping the weak. Then came the Burns book; and there are no words to tell the glory of it to me. All the great thoughts I had dreamed were written there, and before the power of this man, who took the commonest things of life and wrote them out in letters of gold, I felt as one might before the gods. It was of Burns I thought in my waking hours, and 'twas of him I dreamed by night; and I thanked God to be born in his country and his time, so that I might see one, from the people, who had, in its highest essence, the thing we call genius. "But always, always," she interrupted, smiling, "with the conceit of myself which I mentioned before. Because God had given me a little gift, I believed that I was in some degree a chosen creature, a bit li
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