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eated for her, as it were, the son she would have lost, had he only lived, the excess of her grief intensifying in her the maternal instinct. Frederick, sitting motionless in another armchair, was thinking of Madame Arnoux. No doubt she was at that moment in a train, with her face leaning against a carriage window, while she watched the country disappearing behind her in the direction of Paris, or else on the deck of a steamboat, as on the occasion when they first met; but this vessel carried her away into distant countries, from which she would never return. He next saw her in a room at an inn, with trunks covering the floor, the wall-paper hanging in shreds, and the door shaking in the wind. And after that--to what would she be compelled to turn? Would she have to become a school-mistress or a lady's companion, or perhaps a chambermaid? She was exposed to all the vicissitudes of poverty. His utter ignorance as to what her fate might be tortured his mind. He ought either to have opposed her departure or to have followed her. Was he not her real husband? And as the thought impressed itself on his consciousness that he would never meet her again, that it was all over forever, that she was lost to him beyond recall, he felt, so to speak, a rending of his entire being, and the tears that had been gathering since morning in his heart overflowed. Rosanette noticed the tears in his eyes. "Ah! you are crying just like me! You are grieving, too?" "Yes! yes! I am----" He pressed her to his heart, and they both sobbed, locked in each other's arms. Madame Dambreuse was weeping too, as she lay, face downwards, on her bed, with her hands clasped over her head. Olympe Regimbart having come that evening to try on her first coloured gown after mourning, had told her about Frederick's visit, and even about the twelve thousand francs which he had ready to transfer to M. Arnoux. So, then, this money, the very money which he had got from her, was intended to be used simply for the purpose of preventing the other from leaving Paris--for the purpose, in fact, of preserving a mistress! At first, she broke into a violent rage, and determined to drive him from her door, as she would have driven a lackey. A copious flow of tears produced a soothing effect upon her. It was better to keep it all to herself, and say nothing about it. Frederick brought her back the twelve thousand francs on the following day. She begged
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