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RING PLOUGHING "See-Saw, Margery Daw! Sold her bed and lay upon straw" --the very worst thing, I used to think, that ever happened in Mother Goose. I might steal a pig, perhaps, like Tom the Piper's Son, but never would I do such a thing as Margery did; the dreadful picture of her nose and of that bottle in her hand made me sure of that. And yet--snore on, Margery!--I sold my _plough_ and bought an automobile! As if an automobile would carry me "To the island-valley of Avilion," where I should no longer need the touch of the soil and the slow simple task to heal me of my grievous wound! Speed, distance, change--are these the cure for that old hurt we call living, the long dull ache of winter, the throbbing bitter-sweet pain of spring? We seek for something different, something not different but faster and still faster, to fill our eyes with flying, our ears with rushing, our skins with scurrying, our diaphragms, which are our souls, with the thrill of curves, and straight stretches, of lifts, and drops, and sudden halts--as of elevators, merry-go-rounds, chutes, scenic railways, aeroplanes, and heavy low-hung cars. To go--up or down, or straight away--anyway, but round and round, and slowly--as if one could speed away from being, or ever travel beyond one's self! How pathetic to sell all that one has and buy an automobile! to shift one's grip from the handles of life to the wheel of change! to forsake the furrow for the highway, the rooted soil for the flying dust, the here for the there; imagining that somehow a car is more than a plough, that going is the last word in living--demountable rims and non-skid tires, the great gift of the God Mechanic, being the 1916 model of the wings of the soul! But women must weep in spite of modern mechanics, and men must plough. Petroleum, with all of its by-products, cannot be served for bread. I have tried many substitutes for ploughing; and as for the automobile, I have driven that thousands of miles, driven it almost daily, summer and winter; but let the blackbirds return, let the chickweed start in the garden, then the very stones of the walls cry out--"Plough! plough!" It is not the stones I hear, but the entombed voices of earlier primitive selves far back in my dim past; those, and the call of the boy I was yesterday, whose landside toes still turn in, perhaps, from walking in the furrow. When that call comes, no "Towered cities please us the
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