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-bound copy of Burns that he drew from his coat pocket he did not give me, however, but fondly holding it in his hands said:-- "It was my mother's. She always read to us out of it. She knew every line of it by heart as I do. "'Some books are lies frae end to end'-- but this is no one of them. I have carried it these many years." Our walk brought us back to the house and into the cool living-room where a few sticks were burning on the hearth. Taking one of the rocking-chairs before the fireplace, the Pilgrim sat for a time looking into the blaze. Then he began to rock gently back and forth, his eyes fixed upon the fire, quite forgetful evidently of my presence, and while he rocked his lips moved as, half audibly, he began to speak with some one--not with me--with some one invisible to me who had come to him out of the flame. I listened as he spoke, but it was a language that I could not understand. Then remembering where he was he turned to me and said, his eyes going back again beyond the fire,-- "She often comes to me like this; but I am very lonely since she left me,--lonely--lonely--and so I came on to Concord to visit Thoreau's grave." And this too was language I could not understand. I watched him in silence, wondering what was behind his visit to me. "Thoreau was a lonely man," he went on, "as most writers are, I think, but Thoreau was very lonely." "Wild," Burroughs had called him; "irritating," I had called him; and on the table beside the Pilgrim lay even then a letter from Mr. Burroughs, in which he had taken me to task on behalf of Thoreau. "I feel like scolding you a little," ran the letter, "for disparaging Thoreau for my benefit. Thoreau is nearer the stars than I am. I may be more human, but he is certainly more divine. His moral and ethical value I think is much greater, and he has a heroic quality that I cannot approach." There was something queer in this. Why had I not understood Thoreau? Wild he surely was, and irritating too, because of a certain strain and self-consciousness. A "counter-irritant" he called himself. Was this not true? As if in answer to my question, as if to explain his coming out to Mullein Hill, the Pilgrim drew forth a folded sheet of paper from his pocket and without opening it or looking at it, said:-- "I wrote it the other day beside Thoreau's grave. You love your Thoreau--you will understand." And then in a low, thrilling voice, t
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