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l or nothing with you, just as it is with me. But for that we could have stood together. I'm sorry, Martin; I like you, you know." For the life of me I had never been able to help liking him. "But likings mustn't interfere with duty," he went on, smiling. "What claim have you at my hands?" "Decent burial, I suppose," I answered. He got up and paced the room for a moment or two. I waited with some anxiety, for life is worth something to a young man, even when things look blackest, and I never was a hero. "I make you this offer," he said at last. "Your boat lies there, ready. Get into her and go, otherwise--" "I see," said I. "And you will marry her?" "Yes," he said. "Against her will?" He looked at me with something like pity. "Who can tell what a woman's will will be in a week? In less than that she will marry me cheerfully. I hope you may grieve as short a time as she will." In my inmost heart I knew it was true. I had staked everything, not for a woman's love, but for the whim of a girl! For a moment it was too hard for me, and I bowed my head on the table by me and hid my face. Then he came and put his hand on mine, and said: "Yes, Martin; young and old, we are all alike. They're not worth quarreling for. But Nature's too strong." "May I see her before I go?" I asked. "Yes," he said. "Alone?" "Yes," he said once more. "Go now--if she can see you." I went up and cautiously opened the door. The signorina was lying on the bed, with a shawl over her. She seemed to be asleep. I bent over her and kissed her. She opened her eyes, and said, in a weary voice: "Is it you, Jack?" "Yes, my darling," said I. "I am going. I must go or die; and whether I go or die, I must be alone." She was strangely quiet--even apathetic. As I knelt down by her she raised herself, and took my face between her hands and kissed me--not passionately, but tenderly. "My poor Jack!" she said; "it was no use, dear. It is no use to fight against him." Here was her strange subjection to that influence again. "You love me?" I cried, in my pain. "Yes," she said, "but I am very tired; and he will be good to me." Without another word I went from her, with the bitter knowledge that my great grief found but a pale reflection in her heart. "I am ready to go," I said to the President. "Come, then," he replied. "Here, take these, you may want them," and he thrust a bundle of notes into my hand (some
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