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ick about her, frightened her when Hugh was not there to keep her mind busy with his talk to paint pictures for her, to command her with his magnetic presence. She stood still and strained her eyes. She _must_ see again. If she tried hard, the red fog would surely lift. Happiness, and her new love, they would be strong enough to dispel the mist. There--already it was a shade lighter! She almost thought that she could make out the brightness of the fire. She went toward it and sat down on the bear-skin, holding out her tremulous, excited hands. And with a sudden impulse toward confidence she called: "Pete, O Pete! Come here a moment, please." He came, and she beckoned to him with a gesture and an upward, vaguely directed smile, to sit beside her. She was aware of the rigid reserve of his body holding itself at a distance. "Pete," she said wistfully, "what can I do to make you love me?" He uttered a queer, sharp sound, but said nothing. "Are you jealous?" "No, Sylvie," he muttered. "Oh, how I wish I could see you, Pete! I know then I'd understand you better. Pete, try to be a little more--more human. Tell me about yourself. Haven't you a bit of fondness for me? You see, I want--Pete--some day perhaps I'll be your sister--" "Then he has asked you to marry him?" He was usually so quiet that she was startled at this new tone. "Don't," she said. "Hush! We have only just found out. He went away because he couldn't bear his own happiness. Pete--" She felt for him and her hand touched his cheek. "Oh, Pete, your face is wet. You're crying." "No, I'm not," he denied evenly. "It was melting from the roof when I came in." She sighed. "You are so strange, Pete. Will you let me kiss you now--since you are going to be my big little brother?" "I can't," he whispered. "I can't." She laughed and crooked her arm about his neck, forcing his face down to hers. His lips were hard and cool. The face that Sylvie imagined a boy's face, shy and blushing, half frightened, half cross, perhaps a trifle pleased, was so white and patient a face in its misery that her blind tenderness seemed almost like an intentional cruelty. It was an intensity of feeling almost palpable, but Sylvie's mouth remained unburnt, though it removed itself with a pathetic little twist of disappointment. "You don't need to say anything," she said, "You've shown me how you feel. You can't like me. You are sorry I came. And I want so dreadfully
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