FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290  
>>  
st he meets that mighty invisible power by which a beloved life--a life he would give his own blood to save--melts and dissolves like smoke before his eyes. "Oh, Mara, Mara," he groaned, "this is too dreadful, too cruel; it is cruel." "You will think so at first, but not always," she said, soothingly. "You will live to see a joy come out of this sorrow." "Never, Mara, never. I cannot believe that kind of talk. I see no love, no mercy in it. Of course, if there is any life after death you will be happy; if there is a heaven you will be there; but can this dim, unsubstantial, cloudy prospect make you happy in leaving me and giving up one's lover? Oh, Mara, you cannot love as I do, or you could not"-- "Moses, I have suffered,--oh, very, very much. It was many months ago when I first thought that I must give everything up,--when I thought that we must part; but Christ helped me; he showed me his wonderful love,--the love that surrounds us all our life, that follows us in all our wanderings, and sustains us in all our weaknesses,--and then I felt that whatever He wills for us is in love; oh, believe it,--believe it for my sake, for your own." "Oh, I cannot, I cannot," said Moses; but as he looked at the bright, pale face, and felt how the tempest of his feelings shook the frail form, he checked himself. "I do wrong to agitate you so, Mara. I will try to be calm." "And to pray?" she said, beseechingly. He shut his lips in gloomy silence. "Promise me," she said. "I have prayed ever since I got your first letter, and I see it does no good," he answered. "Our prayers cannot alter fate." "Fate! there is no fate," she answered; "there is a strong and loving Father who guides the way, though we know it not. We cannot resist His will; but it is all love,--pure, pure love." At this moment Sally came softly into the room. A gentle air of womanly authority seemed to express itself in that once gay and giddy face, at which Moses, in the midst of his misery, marveled. "You must not stay any longer now," she said; "it would be too much for her strength; this is enough for this morning." Moses turned away, and silently left the room, and Sally said to Mara,-- "You must lie down now, and rest." "Sally," said Mara, "promise me one thing." "Well, Mara; of course I will." "Promise to love him and care for him when I am gone; he will be so lonely." "I will do all I can, Mara," said Sally, soothingly; "so
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290  
>>  



Top keywords:

thought

 

Promise

 

soothingly

 

answered

 
gloomy
 

guides

 

silence

 
beseechingly
 

prayed

 
letter

prayers

 
Father
 

loving

 

strong

 
authority
 

morning

 

turned

 

silently

 

strength

 

longer


lonely

 

promise

 

marveled

 
misery
 

softly

 

moment

 
resist
 

gentle

 

express

 

womanly


agitate

 

Christ

 

sorrow

 

cloudy

 
prospect
 

unsubstantial

 
heaven
 

beloved

 

invisible

 
mighty

groaned

 

dreadful

 
dissolves
 

leaving

 
giving
 

looked

 
sustains
 
weaknesses
 

bright

 
checked